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if trying brings you pain and suffering the same way that not trying does, I ask...What's the fucking point of trying? And I answer, There isn't one....
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| If I was to tell you I love you, Would it matter? |
[14 Nov 2002|07:40pm] |
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Whoa it's been such a long time since I have even visited livejournal, let alone signed onto AOL. I have been using aim while I play a mud named Medievia. Maybe I should have been reading my friends list, but don't feel bad I have like 300 emails to sift through also. Talk about some fun-times. It'll all be porn and such anyway.
Have to get a new LJ or some sort of journal. Let's just say people who have no business knowing what goes on in my life have sort of ruined it for me... But they shall just remain nameless for the sake of saving me an annoying phone call later.
Sow what's been going on in my life? ugh so much to tell and no words to tell it in. I have a job. I am working with Amber at Dollar Central. I like my job, I work with nice people.
Other than that I have mainly been trying to get myself straightened out. I am in need of growing up. Yes it's time to stop acting like a child and act my age. I'll let you know how it turns out. :P
But I don't know what to say so I will attempt another entry later. Hopefully I'll keep up with this now....
Until then
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| Why is it so blasted cold in here?!?!? |
[20 Aug 2002|06:56pm] |
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What to write, what to write? I don't know. But I am so damn bored that I figured it was past due time for an entry. So here goes....
Not really that much going on around here. My bitch mother has decided to once again try and fuck up our lives. So I have decided that I no longer have a mother. I only have a father. And if you think that's wrong, then fuck you, I have my reasons, thank you very much.
I haven't smoked weed in about a week. Go me! But Amber and her boyfriend Kirk are going to over to smoke with me tomorrow. Which is cool because they won't be coming over until the late afternoon and by then I will have already finished my job hunting, and what have you. Speaking of which I really need to find a new job but I keep sleeping the day away. But not tomorrow, NO SIR! I will be up and looking by 9am! No if's, and's or but's about it!::nods::
Other than that there isn't really much to write about. Thom and I of course are still together and going stronger than ever. My love for him grows each and every day. I couldn't imagine a more perfect lover than what i have found.
THOM: I LOVE YOU MY DEAREST!!!!
I miss alot of people like crazy! Namely Tom. Where the crap are you man? You never update any more and I miss you damn it. I miss quite a few other people like Tammy and some others but I guess that's the way life works sometimes, people just drift apart with no one being to blame. ::sigh:: I just wish sometimes that it didn't have to be that way....
TACO: I hereby challenge you to a game of Literati. Dunno if you you still play or not but I have been and I have gotten pretty damn good. So e-mail me and let me know if your game.
And to all those who are going to leave comments about me communicating with others through my journal. Quit your bitching cuz I couldn't care less about what you think I should do with MY journal.
That's all for now. Off to try and figure out where the hell my dad moved my paint shop pro too.
Toodles to you all.
XoXoXo
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[20 Aug 2002|03:37pm] |
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Everybody just dance
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| Giving Credit where credit is due |
[16 Aug 2002|02:15pm] |
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I'd like to thank and give credit to Drazzi and x0sincerelyme0x for the icons that I will be using in the future. Drazzi made the girl anime icons and x0sincerelyme0x made the punky-like animated icons. Just didn't want anyone to think I made them or anything. Thankz guys!
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[12 Aug 2002|01:20pm] |
Maybe I'll Catch Fire
this house is full of ears, but i can't talk to anyone. they've heard this one a thousand times. most exciting thing i do, hang half way out a third floor window, maybe throw lit cigarettes down. and maybe i'll catch fire. something warm to hold me, something pure to burn away the darkness that hides inside my mind. all that evil shit's not hard to find. i guess i only claim to be nice. this house is full of eyes, but i can't look at anyone. they've seen this face a thousand times. most relaxing thing i do, hang half way out a third floor window, and look at rocks if i fall out. and maybe i'll fall hard. something tough to break me, something sharp to rip into my insides and bleed out all that pain. sorry i don't even know your name. i guess for me it's easy this way. maybe i'll catch fire. something warm to hold me, something pure to burn away the darkness that hides inside my mind. all that evil shit's not hard to find. i guess i only claim to be nice.
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| Welcome Crack K where all the managers are on crack |
[12 Aug 2002|12:41pm] |
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I walk into work yesterday morning and the first thing I hear is my Asst. Manager screaming at me. Lovely way to start a day right? So I go about stocking the cooler and making the coffee and mopping up all the coffee some asshole spilled everywhere. Well on my way to get the mop, I overhear Alba(my asst.manager) telling a co-worker(April) that I am going to be fired by the end of the week which is why the schedule for the next week isn't posted. So hearing this I walk into the office and tell her I will save her the trouble of firing me and I quit. I called Thom and started walking home until he found me. So here I am back to finding a job. I thought I was doing well there but there is always that shit that you don't know about but it seems everyone around you does. i still have two paychecks coming and there are a million other gas stations in this town and I know I will find another job soon. It just pisses me off to high hell that they were going to fire me and couldn't just do so without the huge charade.
Today I didn't get up until noon. Which is really terrible I know. I have to clean my whole room out including the closet so I can try and find some tape of Tammy's and her NiN nails Cds which I haven't seen in ages. Fun times right?
Right now I am missing my lil' sister terribly! i hate that she moved to cali. That's so damn far away. She calls me and everything but still it's not the same. We were just getting to the point where we were into the same type of stuff so we were on a more common ground and then my mom has to sweep her away to cali.
She's going to be going to the same high school my dad graduated from. She's talking about joining their anime club which is cool as hell. We all know where she got her love of anime from! ::nods::
It's nice to be using my computer again, I didn't realize how much I missed it. Reading my friends lj's and such. I couldn't find Mindee for the longest but I found her so it's all good now.
Time to go and do other things besides writing to myself.
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| I am alive |
[10 Aug 2002|09:15pm] |
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Wow I haven't written in this thing in soooooo long. But that's because I haven't touched my computer in a few weeks. I got switched to the morning shift at work and have been to tired to mess with my computer.
There has been alot of shit that's happened but I won't b online long so I doubt most of it will get put in here tonight. But let's see....
Thom and I are still together and strong as can be. On the 17th. It will be 10mths. And I couldn't be happier or more in love. :)
We went to warped tour together last week end and the greatest time ever. I actually got to see Bad Religion which is like the coolest thing ever, well besides the fact that I got to see Alkaline Trio and they played Clavicle which is Thom and I's song. We met Guttermouth and No Use For a Name. Got their autographs and all that good stuff. Cool guys right there. Got to see the Bosstones and Lagwagon and many other bands. They handed out sooooo much free shit too. Thom and I spent like $14 and ended up with like 13 free Cds 50,000 stickers, posters, and I bought an ALK3 sticker and an Eyeliners patch.
but I have to pee so I am done for now. I'll write again late but until thenDon't sweat the petty things and don't pet the sweaty things!
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| Heaven is found in a cows ass |
[01 Jul 2002|12:29pm] |
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yes thats right. But I won't tell you why. You just have to guess ^_^
My mom is moving to Cali. tomorrow. That part I don't really care about it's not like she tries to be close to me or anything, the part that sucks is that she's taking my little sister with her and I am going to miss her like crazy. Damn my mother for this! But can I do anything about it? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! ::sigh::
I gots ta go to work in about in hour and that sucks cuz I am massively tired. So I hope there is no dumb shit happening there today. I know there is meeting at 6 but I will already be there so I am not stressing that. I have to work July 4th. But I get paid time and a half so it's all good. My check should look pretty nice next week! :) YAY!
But I am going to end this entry for now, gotta go take a shower before work.
Bu-byes
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| nothing to say but I am bored....... |
[29 Jun 2002|12:38am] |
I am sitting here watching Conan. But it's not entertaining me enough.
First off i have to thank my little natasha for making me my awesome angelina jolie icon! Yay!
Thank you sweetie!
other than that there really isn't much to say as usual. I got my insurance all figured out. So now my prescriptions are free which is better than before so I can't bitch about having to wait for my medicine.
I finally have seen all the Star Wars movies (except Attack of the Clones)as of tonight and now I am hooked. I can't wait to get my ass to the theatre and see Episode 2. I am like one of the last people in the world to see that movie :(
But I am going to go find something to do...Toodles..
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| Hmmmm I thought Chandler was a guys name.... |
[28 Jun 2002|12:31am] |
Hmmmm, what to write? I dunno. Today was payday, but missing a day of work killed my check, it brought it down to $202. That sucks...But it will be enough to get through the week at least...after giving my dad $100.....
Works been fun. I am getting used to working everyday and am not as tired and cranky when I get off work. which is definitly a plus.
Thom is sleeping right now. My poor baby hasn't been getting enough sleep and it's my fault too. I never get off work until 10:00p.m so I always want him to stay up late, but I shouldn't. I know he has to get up early everyday.
There isn't too much going on besides that. It's been quiet around here for the most part.
So I guess I am going to stop writing now. ;)
toodles
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[26 Jun 2002|12:50pm] |
 | | Which Recurring Kevin Smith Character Are You?</b></a> Take the test here |
loL would you look at that?
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| Fruit on the bottom girl sayz.... |
[19 Jun 2002|02:23pm] |
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Sorry I haven't updated in a couple of days, I have been working my ass off and been sick as hell on top of that. I already had to call out of work once, on Monday I was throwing up and thought it better to stay home rather than chance puking on a customer. They already made me stay all 8hrs on Sunday when i was puking. That was not fun! i was seriously pissed about that.
Went to the doctor today to see what the hell was wrong with me. Turns out I have bronchitis, which I don't think explains the throwing up but at least I know why I am hacking my brains out. Got some meds for that and a Xanax refill.
Haven't done much else today. Mostly sat around and played Spiderman. Fun game there!
I feel like shit though. I have a massive headache right now. I took aspirin that's not helping at all. Ugh I hate headaches.
Not much else goin on. I get paid tomorrow for 48hrs. which will be a nice check but I owe my daddy lots of money so that will kinda suck, but thats what I get for borrowing money...:(
Damn it I miss my Thom-bear. He's at work and won't be here for like another 2 hrs...I hate time!
you know who else I miss damn it? Tom. He never calls me or IMs me anymore. I IM him every now and again but he always seems distracted. I called him today and he wasn't home but damn it I wanna talk to him, that was like my best friend in the whole world! So tom if you are reading this, CALL ME DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!
But I am off to play more spiderman now...
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| i gots a fairy and you don't! |
[09 Jun 2002|12:09am] |
~ * Your Magic Fairy's Name * ~
Your fairy is called Fire Saturnglimmer
She is a trouble maker
She lives where fireflies mate and breed
She is only seen when the sun sets on the day of a completed harvest
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